There are some fucking various shits had happened to me since the last time I posted here. But first of all I want to be thankful now for that I am finally have some time of my own. Still remember last time I was drowning into pile of never ending school work, it all got better few weeks after that. Then I thought I would be free after that, NOPE. ME.WAS.WRONG. LOL. It's just Eid Festive coming right after my semester finish and yes of course I didn't have time to myself by that time because of the Eid holiday and let me tell ya Eid holiday is my most busy holiday in all years. Despite all the busyness, it feels so good to be home again for the one month break (what I look forward to every end of the semester). And now it's time to really enjoy this time with books and coffee!
picture back in 2016
As I was really enjoying my Eid Holiday last week something happened between me and my very quite good friend. I didn't really want to talk about it here because there is so much to talk about but I prefer not to. It's very pretty simple thing to me, something that shouldn't be an argument but yeah he and she chooses that way so... I accept it with open heart. That argument had our friendship broke up. I'm fine with it though to be honest. And I'm not keeping any revenge nor feeling vengeful towards them. I believe things happen for a reason and I experienced this a lot of time already so I am just gonna ignore and look on the bright side, focus on the positivity. If ppl can't accept the way I am, why should I change myself for them right? So yeah I guess it's the end of our friendship... the long long friendship bonded so many years just crashed just like that. Let's just see how far we can go like this yeah? But you know what they say, losing friends is part of the process of growing up. So if you're not losing, you're not growing.
There are some fucking various shits had happened to me since the last time I posted here. But first of all I want to be thankful now for that I am finally have some time of my own. Still remember last time I was drowning into pile of never ending school work, it all got better few weeks after that. Then I thought I would be free after that, NOPE. ME.WAS.WRONG. LOL. It's just Eid Festive coming right after my semester finish and yes of course I didn't have time to myself by that time because of the Eid holiday and let me tell ya Eid holiday is my most busy holiday in all years. Despite all the busyness, it feels so good to be home again for the one month break (what I look forward to every end of the semester). And now it's time to really enjoy this time with books and coffee!
picture back in 2016
As I was really enjoying my Eid Holiday last week something happened between me and my very quite good friend. I didn't really want to talk about it here because there is so much to talk about but I prefer not to. It's very pretty simple thing to me, something that shouldn't be an argument but yeah he and she chooses that way so... I accept it with open heart. That argument had our friendship broke up. I'm fine with it though to be honest. And I'm not keeping any revenge nor feeling vengeful towards them. I believe things happen for a reason and I experienced this a lot of time already so I am just gonna ignore and look on the bright side, focus on the positivity. If ppl can't accept the way I am, why should I change myself for them right? So yeah I guess it's the end of our friendship... the long long friendship bonded so many years just crashed just like that. Let's just see how far we can go like this yeah? But you know what they say, losing friends is part of the process of growing up. So if you're not losing, you're not growing.
