When I was kid and I wanted to be older, that shit was not what I expected. As I grow older I realise people aren't always going to be by your side. It's always yourself who has to carry your own dead weight. We don't get to share your loads with people anyone. When you're older, you have to look for yourself. I am getting immune with people living and entering my life. I always thought it was me all the time who felt the loss when they're living but then I realise things don't work that way. It's not my loss at all. When you decide to give less fucks about all that happened and just go with your guts, you'll realise it's beautiful that way. I mean, yes they can enter your life today and be living tomorrow but just think that you have much more to look up to than be sad about those who doesn't give a shit about you all. Growing old can also mean losing things. Losing people, stuffs. But it may cause you something more to be thankful for. I have change for a better self. I'm no longer the old me. I am more confident and not afraid to take challenge anymore. At this point of my life I had not think anything else other than counting my blessings, be thankful to the people who are still with me to this day, I shall never ever forget about them. You know who you are :)
When I was kid and I wanted to be older, that shit was not what I expected. As I grow older I realise people aren't always going to be by your side. It's always yourself who has to carry your own dead weight. We don't get to share your loads with people anyone. When you're older, you have to look for yourself. I am getting immune with people living and entering my life. I always thought it was me all the time who felt the loss when they're living but then I realise things don't work that way. It's not my loss at all. When you decide to give less fucks about all that happened and just go with your guts, you'll realise it's beautiful that way. I mean, yes they can enter your life today and be living tomorrow but just think that you have much more to look up to than be sad about those who doesn't give a shit about you all. Growing old can also mean losing things. Losing people, stuffs. But it may cause you something more to be thankful for. I have change for a better self. I'm no longer the old me. I am more confident and not afraid to take challenge anymore. At this point of my life I had not think anything else other than counting my blessings, be thankful to the people who are still with me to this day, I shall never ever forget about them. You know who you are :)
